The Tide Of Two Wars

In times of great despair within a person, state, country, and world things that are unexpected occur.  These things are seen as impossible and one begins to question "how? Why me?" What we forget is that we are in a corrupt and fallen world and many negative things will attribute to the despair of many.  I find myself on two war fronts at this point in time of my life.  I find myself fighting the war between family members of opposite sides and beliefs as well as fighting an internal war waging between my faith and my flesh or emotion.  These battles are constant and they are extremely draining me mentally, emotionally, and physically.